I was feeling down tonight. If you ask me why - I won't be able to pinpoint it. Maybe it's Jorge being gone or one of a zillion other things. But I just had no enthusiasm. It was aweful. (I'm talking tonight at church) I wasn't productive during our meeting time, because I just didn't feel it. I was feeling off tonight. Even Joddi-Jay asked me if there was anything she could help me with - I couldn't even look her in the eye (i was on the verge of tears) - I just said, "that's ok". Then Holly asked me if there was anything she could pray for me for. Again, I didn't look her in the eye or really answer her because I didn't want to start the water works. I just wanted to get in my car and cry it out. Whatever it was.
Then someone needed a ride home (they live in Prosser), so I couldn' t. I came home and turned on the computer to see if my brother was online - for baby news. I checked my blog. Then my friend called. It was so nice to talk and laugh with someone. It was nice to blog about anonymous. And chat with some people on GoogleTalk. It was nice to have a computer world I could talk interact with. It stopped me from focusing on the way I was feeling. Thanks for reading.
About Me
- maggie
- We are a family that has worked hard to overcome obstacles. I once heard "it doesn't matter how hard you fall, but how you rise from the fall." (Maid in Manhattan movie, the butler said it) But I liked that and we can trust God to help us rise with grace. My hope is that readers of this blog will find a connection with how God can help them each and every day. Trust the Lord in everything.
2 comments:
Well, Maggie, I kept waiting for someone to care about you and offer words of wisdom and encouragement after your sad post. But, alas, no one did. Where's your friends and family when you need them, Maggie? Well, guess what? I have no words of encouragement either. Besides, you're probably over it by now. Just didn't want a post of yours to go uncommented on.
Love ya,
Susan
yeah, i was waiting too! thought boy they just don't even care that i was down in the dumps. one person did comment in person. but still! maybe it's for the best though. That way I don't dwell on it.
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